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Friday, December 30, 2005

OKAY EVERYONE EVERYTHING IS UNDER CONTROL SO CALM DOWN-.- okay okay its realy hectic for me these few days so im realy very sorry to everyone especially to a particular sweeeet dumbass girl named CHANTELLE QUEK yes yes dearie arent you glad now yur name's up here :D okay wait uh let me reply my tags first everyone please start readng from the bottom and al the way to the top yar:)

chantelle:HAHA okay uh weeell im not realy sure bout countdown places to chill out ley im headng to east coast for dinneerrrr anyway hehe have fun okay dearie and tel me tel me how you spent your countdown yar:)
chantelle:OKAY OKAY IM REPLYNG YOU NOW YAR COOL DOWN SWEETIE COOL DOWN xD oh hey i lost your number by the way oh dammit /:
joan:BABE i miss you and training! :) we'll see us soon okay dearie tkcr yeap:D
colan:LOL thankyou thankyou bows bows:) weeell yeap of course we'll see us soon tooo i miss you lar:D
xue:yeah im updatng sweetie ya readin? :)
huix:HUIMING! omgosh i miss you loads okay i haven realy heard from you and al so hows everything hope you're fine okay bwahaha tkcr and ily! :D
xue:realy realy coooooo-el:)
chantelle:weeell uh nope not much of an idea if its nice have you seen the trailer or smthng btw?
chantelle:IM NOT DRUNK IM NOT DRUNK IM JUST DYNG OF HYPERACTIVITY BWAHAHAHA xD
yilux:whee back from? tkcr anyway yar:)
joan:weell no sadly not lar im so innocent how can how can waha:) and tsk haven your mom taught you not to wrongly accuse anyone innocent especially inoocent lil girls like coughs me HAHA
joan:HAHA yeah i think she has some kinda phobia of toilet bowls alrd aww hehe
xue:YEAH THANKYOU SWEETTAYE FOR ALWAYS DROPPIN BY ITS REALY SWEET YAR YOU TKCR TOO DARL GIRL:D
luyen:awwmaan haha everybody see see my ah ma givin me a lecture now sobs badly:) tkcr okay girlie[:
joan:HAHA WELL SADLY ITS TOO LATE PROBABLY THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD HAS SEEN THE PART THAT STEF SMASHD WATER BOMBS INTO YOUR CHEST AND MIRACULOUSLY NOT BREAKIN IT AND OF COURSE CAUSNG MUCH DISCOMFORT TO YOUR COUGHS COUGHS CHEST WAHA:)
wongdawn:lol hell yeah:) glad we share the same sentiments aye sweetie[:
yunting:HAHA no lar you gotta chill okay sweetaye because ther is absolute nothingness in the darn toiletbowl except for shit and urine oh ew hehe:)

okay okay i guess thats about it yar and yes thers so many stuffs uh lets see lets see oh yes i've changed my phone bwahahaha hehe yeap its Z520I i think. sony ericsson. the white colour one. but the saddest thing is the screen is tmd prone to scratches can because one day after work which was after training i used my PE tee to wipe the scree which was sucha BIG TERRIBLE HORRIBLE HIDEOUS FREAKING MISTAKE because it horribly scratchd my screen and now it looks old and people dont believe me when i tel them its realy realy new ARGH maan i swear i'll take extra extra care of my bao bei phone even tho its not that walkman phone i was initially gettng hehe oh yes oh yes not forgettng to mention the new year's comin the new year's comin omgosh im so screwd like chan because my homework's stil untouchd! aw man aw man okay tmr i'll head down to qian's house and chiong chi book report oh blechs what the hell i stil wanna go out kai kai with girlfriends lar tmd hehe well okay i gotta chiong assignments tmr and then head to east coast for dinner at eighttt YAY :D hehe so yeap. if you guys want updates bout dearest daddy well he aint well he was so bad today mom cried he just keeps hallucinatng al day and talkng to himself its driving me fckng nuts because i just get realy helpless and in fact it kinda makes me feel guilty when im having fun outside and suddenly rememberng him lyng in the hospital and al im so stuck in this shit i'd rather they put my dad to sleep now than to let him and my mom suffer so much al these while altho i know i'll miss my dad but yeah i wont be sad for too long because i rmbr someone special tellng me that dad'll be my angel. man oh man why the hell are my memories floodng me again i wanna be happy i wanna be free i wanna be smiling al the time and never being reminded of my pain i wanna be releasd from this hell i wanna forget everything i wanna stop havng this freakng relapses that iu hate i wanna control the way i feel but sadly sometimes i know i gotta be realistic and its al tough. okay okay i gotta snap outta these shit man its makng me fall apart and we dont want that to happen do we:) okay okay
whats next oh right happy bdae chantelle sweettaye and mrchew altho im kinda late because your birthdays' on the 28th im so sorry but yeap chantelle i got you some stuffs that are waay cute :D uh mr chew wel we al sang a bdae song for you after training lar so yeah be happy with what you got aye and you owe me a sakae treat tmd xD haha okay okay training has officially ended for 2005 awwww maaan hai im missng vball loads and loads alrd hehe whee cant wait for next year and next next year because joan said "wo bu hui rang ta men hao guo de" as in she wont let the juniors off HAHA hey even char said without her we stil have joan to spike and serve wor arent you honourd joan? ^.^ hehe clap hands clap hands bwahaha its gonna be another tough new year everybody so jiayou okay after streaming and al those realistic shitstuff we'll go out everyday and celebrate wheeeeeeeeeee :D

Don't move...
I'll shoot you.